But a man I was not.

I was a cute little bp boy who wouldn't get laid even if the girl opened up her legs on his bed.

This memory just came to me right before I sleep and I got a huge laugh out of it. I am sure you guys will enjoy it aswell, maybe learn something too.

There was a huge rock/metal festival happening in my city. Everything was great. Music was great. Food was great. Women were even better. The type of women I thought were "my type". You know ...red hair , knee socks , torn pantyhose , short skirts, black t-shirts with metal band names,obvious daddy issues etc.

I still appreciate these girls , just as much as the rest of them ,but it is just one of my types now.

Anyways , so I am out and about , talking with friends , drinking , the occasional stupid approach ( meaning an approach with no plan , no endgame) . I was chilling with a friend and two of his friends drinking beers near a beer stand. Pretty public place ,20-25 people sitting around and people coming and going.

We spot a really sexy black haired woman and immediately open her . We call her over . She stands between me and my friend and we start talking . Now you have to keep in mind that this is a woman who's around 30 years old and we were two 20 year old idiots pretending to know what they're doing. She was really witty,pretty smart and obviously more experienced in the game.

She was "antagonizing" us at first. Getting "angry" ,being sarcastic and some times mocking us. Basically full blown frame warfare, even though we didn't realize it at the time. But then at some point she slowly started to act more sexual . Mainly towards him . A sly wink here . A compliment followed by touching there.

Things escalated and I see him putting his hand under her shirt and touch her boobs. She continues flirting aggressively and she bites his ear.I was completely shocked. This woman , not giving a fuck at all about the people around her was being alpha as fuck . And you have to realize that this is not a club scene or something, it was not completely dark ,people were throwing glances and the friends of my friend were staring flabbergasted.

My friend was "winning" and that would be completely fine,were it not for the fact that he , like me , was completely clueless and didn't know what he was doing! After a while , realising that this was going nowhere and things were starting to die out, I decided to be more aggressive with her . I made her just the right amount of angry and intrigued. She was challenging me and shit-testing me constantly. This went on for a while , until she came right next to my face with a piercing fiery look and said

-- "You think you are a tough little man don't you ? "

Oooh boy. This is my time to shine . We're in.

"I know I am " , I said while having the most James Bond face ever .

She laughs , comes even closer .

"I don't really believe you . Show me, be a man ."

A moment full of tension ensues. I feel the looks of my friends on us, we stare into each other's eyes for what feels an eternity,I take a deep breath and...

I laugh awkwardly and look away.
She rolls her eyes and turns her back on me.

And basically this is how the interaction ended. What an amazing epic fail ,but I love everything about it. Not only does the memory make me laugh out loud ,but without it I wouldn't be here now. I learned a lot from this experiance. I was insecure, faking my confidence, undisciplined, wasting time , clueless, mediocre. I was basically a raw stone waiting to be molded . Unfortunately (or not) this was a perfect ,though extreme example of how my generation has become soft and out of touch with their manliness. Girls are begging for guys to win them over and guys are being clueless ,socially handicapped , with a testosterone count of zero and balls empty from all the countless hours jerking off to screen.

Aaanyway , I am proud to say I am a man now ! I take risks, swallowed the real red pill and I have grabbed life by the balls. ( And I am not letting them go. I love life's balls )

I know now that girls are just a part of the Game . Hell yeah it's good to know the rules of this particular game , but it's just a tiny part of a huge picture . By learning the rules of the other games as well ( finances , health, career , psychology , spirituality , cooking, art etc) and through learning how and when to use them well, you become a true player of the Game of life, not just another mediocre slob. And ultimately that's what I always wanted .

That being said. Black hair milf with the sexy bratty attitude and that short skirt come baaaack, I am ready to show you a good time nooow!!1!