Well boys, Im back. I started my RedPill journey in 2012 when I was 22 years old.

Summary: Been very successful with girls until this one a few months ago who I thought was the unicorn destroyed me. Now Im back self improving again and getting better.

Field Report: I am 26 years old now and have a stable of plates, my own company, and a bunch of really good guy friends who are also pretty red pill.

It didnt start that way though. Im 6'3" I was an athlete in college, Served in the Military in the US, and graduated from a state school with a stem degree. I had some girls that I hooked up with in college but it was mostly luck and my first love cheated on me. That's when I stumbled onto the redpill. I started working out again and reading all of the required readings (Sex God, Taos of Badass, Models, etc.) Instantly it was like I took steroids for approaching women. I had no fear and my life was great after that. Also grew the balls to pursue an idea my old boss and I put together and we have been growing our company for the last 3 years. As of 9 months ago I thought I was untouchable. I stopped reading, and stopped working out to focus on my company and making money. I had lots of girls to keep me company and have been pretty happy. Enter [we will call her] LittleBlonde (LB) 21 HB9. I was out with friends at a country bar (I live in the South in the US) and I am a pretty good 2 step country dancer. I approached LB at the bar and started talking to her. She told me she was in town for a business trip with her boss who I also met (another woman about 32 yo. HB 7). I pawned the boss off on one of my bros as he was interested. She told me she was from PA and didnt know how to dance and found the place when her boss bought some cowboy boots that day and asked where would be a fun place to go. I told her I'd teach her. I dragged her to the dance floor and we spent the rest of the night dancing. she absolutely loved it. She asked if we could drive her back to her hotel close by and I agreed. I rode with my bud who was flirting up the boss so all four of us went back. I was in the back with her and tried to kiss her--she gave me cheek and said she isnt into that. Whatever. We get back to her hotel and she told me I couldnt come up with her because another coworker was in her room sleeping. I asked for her number and she said she couldnt give me that as she had a boyfriend back home. I was confused but said fuck it and went back to the truck where my buddy was knocking boots with her boss. I went back to the hotel and caught herbefore she went up the elevator and told her what was happening. She told me that it happens all the time and we talked in the lobby for a bit. When her boss came back in I told LB I was ready to leave and told LB to kiss me on the cheek. She rolled her eyes and went into do it and I turned my head at the last second and we kissed for ten seconds. Then she slapped me kind of mad and playfully, smiled and said goodbye. I gave her my business card and left.

Fast forward to 3 months ago. I get a random friend request on facebook from her and instantly remember her. She messages me and tells me how she remembered what a great time we had. I asked for her number and she obliged. We start talking, texting, and snapchatting every day. i escalate and she started sending risque snaps of her in a tanning bed and a bunch of yoga pictures. She starts asking when I can come see her (I do lots of business on the east coast and I have a big rep near her home town). I make plans to go up and see her, and then came the fun part. After a month and a half of talking I finally go see her. She had told me that she broke up with her boyfriend a few months back prior to this and that since they lived together she was staying with her boss temporarily. The first night we stay at her and her boss's place and I find out her boss has a sort of common law marriage with this beta dude (big surprise there). Fast forward to that night and we are making out on her bed and she shuts me down when I went for the kill. This didnt bother me yet. We made plans to go to DC for the weekend and I got a hotel room. We get kinda drunk going out the first night and we get into a sort of fight after I told her how many girls I had been with (I was drunk, no idea why I went there). The hotel room we stayed in the first night had two beds and I chose to ignore her bullshit and slept on the other bed. The next morning I go to sleep with her as we were sleeping in, and she apologizes and we start making out again. I escalate and start going down on her. She loves it and after tells me about how her ex never did that. She doesnt let it go past that and we leave to have a nice day running around the monuments in DC. The hotel we stayed in the last night had one bed and everything was awesome. She didnt even want to go out after the long day. We showered together and we went down on each other after, but she still said no to sex. Oh well. The next day we did the rest of our sight seeing, had dinner, and then I left on my flight back. Before I left she couldnt stop talking about how much she is going to miss me and that she is coming to see me for my birthday in a month. I leave and when I get home we go back to talking and snap chatting.

Over the next few weeks I had some hardships happen at work and started sharing with her my problems (big mistake I could sense she was turned off by this) and how I wasnt sure how it was going to shape up. She also started nagging about my drinking the next weekend when I was out with my buddies. Eventually after two weeks she starts getting short with me. I start to sense some distance, but think nothing of it. Then one weekend she just stopped responding to my texts and sent me a snapchat of her and her friends smoking weed with some jacked dude with no shirt on. I didnt respond till monday. I sent her the invite over facebook for this big party I am having for my birthday at the end of June. She instantly texts me and says she cant come that weekend as that is her Dad's birthday. I told her that it was ok and to just come another weekend sooner than that. She then hit me with the torpedo.... She told me that she doesnt want to come down because that would imply that we were serious. She wants to have some fun and just be single for a while. I told her that I didnt want to be just friends with her and that I wouldnt be her snapchat/texting (emotional tampon) buddy anymore. She said that was a good idea, and also mentioned that she would love to settle down with me in a few years and that Im a "great guy". I told her not to bother and cut ties. The next week I was a wreck and was hookind up with plates and new girls left and right... it still didnt sooth the pain and I ended up drunk texting her telling her how I missed talking to her. She didnt respond.

I went back to red pill, started lifting and reading again, and now the pain is lifting after a month.

I forgot the golden rules and I lost a good thing because of it. Never stop training and making yourself better brothers. There is no such thing as a unicorn. AWALT