[A short intro about me]

I am 22. I've been lifting on and off for 2 years. Meditating. I spent most of my youth playing video games, being genuinely miserable. It's just now recently I've figured out how fun life can be. I don't have regrets about my past. I think ultimately it all shaped me the person I am, regardless if I indulged in various forms of escapism to cope with my depression and overall shitty attitude towards life.

I've been working on my social anxiety that was caused by my excessive isolating behaviors. It's like I am a whole different person. I genuinely had fun just talking to strangers about random shit. So calm. So calm, you wouldn't believe. My mind is mostly blank or just iterating through funny possibilities. People seem to enjoy my presence when I am simply just being myself. But I don't get the same reward from just approaching strangers anymore. It has to be women I find attractive. It's like I enjoy being uncomfortable to some degree.

[Report] - First ever masculine cold approach to a woman-

I saw an attractive woman outside of the store selling strawberries. As I walked by into the store I said to myself. 'Jesus man, I just have to'. I never really bought anything in the store and simply walked out to approach her. There was some people waiting to purchase from her but I didn't really give a shit.

Me: Hey I think you're good looking. Can I have your number?

Her: No.

Me: Why not?

Her: I don't give out my phone number. Do you want to buy strawberries?

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Me: That depends.

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Her: Uhhh.. *starts starring at the ground, blushing. Sort of twisting herself, closing up her body.*

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Me: ........

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Me: Okay.

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Then I just went to my bike and drove away. Laughing my ass off to her reaction. It was fun.