I went from a solid 6 to a 9 in like 6 months ago my whole lower jaw went from round baby fat to hollow cheeks and a jawline. I grew out my hair tied it into a messy samurai bun. I started to dress better I went from no girl ever second glancing me our looking my way to now every time i walk into a room i have this aurora and people just seem to all stare at me. Like every time i go to the store employees are ready to help me right away. Before I use to always have to go find them to get help. Everyone is so much nicer for no apparent reason. You can get away with pretty much anything that would be considered creepy if you were an average decent looking guy with women. Women are throwing themselves at me even girls with boyfriends will be flirting with me telling me how shitty their boyfriends are. I don't even have to approach girls anymore they approach me and pick me up.

Now most of you are thinking what the fuck would i have to complain about this what every guy would want and some. In reality its not the case Learning how to deal with it is the main thing. I Freeze up when girls compliment me or make it obviously clear they want to be more than friends. I remember when my personality was the best thing most people who knew me would say i have. Now its just my looks and every new person i meet only ever brings up my looks. Guys are always trying to one up me in front of girls and or try to be hostile against me for no apparent reason. I am working on how to deal with this and i'm gonna have to get use to this new reality and work on myself. I know i will grow out my looks one day but i will be dam sure i have a personality.

Being attractive puts life on easy mode but you cant rely on it forever