This is my first post here and as such I will try to keep it short. Just a quick question for you guys. Let me preface by saying I took TRP a few years ago (well before I found this forum).

I am fairly satisfied in currently living by TRP standards and have improved myself tenfold since opening my eyes to it. I'm never alone when it comes to women. I always have a couple different plates at any given time, but every once in a while I have moments where I reminisce about the days beforehand. The younger days when I was stuck in what admittedly was oneitis. I haven't really felt anything since I stopped doing that. Almost feel lobotomized when it comes to romantic feelings. I do well for myself now in almost every aspect of life, but some how I can't shake the feeling of those early 20's years when I was innocent and naive and just living life on the edge without a care. I accept that the life I live now is for the best, but at the same time I occasionally have brief moments of weakness(?) where I still long for days when I felt everything full force, both the highs and the lows, instead of being so indifferent about everything. I want to say its the shreds of idealism I used to have that are still present but I don't really know for sure what to call it. I know there is no way to go back to the old way of thinking but at the same time sometimes I wish I could. No matter how much pain it brought me.

What is your guys takes on this? I can't be the only one that feels this from time to time.