Hello Everyone! My name is Catalin and this is my first time posting in this section, which i found randomly browsing reddit and caught my attention.

I'm new in this subreddit and i'm also new in life (i'm 19 years old) and i have thought of posting before getting too much on my head, which probably wouldn't help me in any way.

By the blog posts i have read there are some things that i realized myself and things that i have read from another sources and also new info. Since i'm new in life and new in all this game/dark magic stuff i would like to know if any of you have some articles or posts recommended for me. I never really had any girls, two or three short-term relationships, i have always been really shy and i think that I am to blame for my failures with women. I recently re-started my social life, after studying on a foreign school, where i got my first "love" which neither had a beginning nor an end. I have a white sheet where i could be the author, and the main-character, so any help from you would be really apreciated

My deepest thanks, Catalin