To preface, this post will probably have little to no value to more experienced users. It is mainly aimed towards other beginners who recently swallowed the pill to get a look at mistakes and accomplishments to hopefully help them.

I enjoy writing these FRs to allow me to look back in a few months to see where I've grown and if I still think the same. I swallowed the pill back in January as a college freshman with little experience to girls while also being 20-25% bodyfat.

Despite being a socially competent and good looking guy, I never had much experience with girls due to being a little overweight and having little to no confidence. I started lifting back in February/March and now am close to 10% bodyfat and the new attention is astonishing. The difference in lifting and not lifting is huge; the changes it does to your confidence and mentality are insane and I believe you're wasting your time reading TRP if you don't lift.

During the summer, I took a speech communication class where I met a girl. Previously, I had never approached a girl but I decided it was time and I had to start. I approached her after class and we walked to the parking lot where I eventually invited her out to smoke (in hindsight, I'm not sure if this is a good idea - it's similar to going out for drinks, but I don't know other exciting activities to do on a first date). We eventually fuck that same night after smoking a little and she was hooked (all girls love being fucked hard while being choked). From there on, she was devoted to me, texting me every day always wanting to fuck and hang out.

This was something totally new to me. I went from receiving little attention from HB's (previous count 3 girls) to having a HB7 begging me to fuck her. I foolishly thought she was different because of the little details about her (no social media, quiet, affectionate, told me she would NEVER cheat) and chose to ignore the red flags. I also stupidly decided to go exclusive after only a few weeks.

During the whole relationship, I still stuck to RP principles - held frame, lifted, wasn't a pussy but in the back of my mind I knew I was slipping and convinced myself it was okay because she was different. As weeks go on, she gets more comfortable and even though the frequent sex didn't stop, she slowly also became less submissive and more wild.

Fast forward to this week, I look at her phone and see she's been texting a guy and starting conversations. I'm sad to say it made me feel disappointed and I tried bargaining with myself that it means nothing or that I should think about it some more. I realize I can't keep letting this shit go to the back of my mind and decided to end the first ongoing sexual relationship I've had with a hard next.

Conclusion For those who are in the beginning stage of their RP journey, don't let all the knowledge and shit you've worked for go through the window once you see the fruits of your labor. You have to stay at the top of your game even when you're at the top.

AWALT, no matter what and it honestly doesn't matter if you have an abundance mentality.