So I am more of a lurker than anything on here, started out in MRP in a LTR looking for answers, that ended, migrated here and got to work on the sidebar and lifting. Now on week 5 of lifting which is good, never felt better.

Anyway I'll get to the more juicy stuff. The past month and a half I have been seeing this girl I met at the dog park. Started out as both of us friend zoning each other because she tried to tell me she didn't like being touched which annoyed me (I took her at face value). I still felt she was attracted to me because she would give me 'fuck me' eyes when we talked and constantly look down at my lips, and I was always a bit sexual when we talked.

Fast forward a month or so and we are at a bar after a few drinks with some live music, and I told her if she wants me to stop being sexual with her (making dirty jokes and sexual comments about spanking or working her out or whatever) then we should kiss and if she doesn't feel something to tell me and it wouldn't happen again. So we kiss and it escalates, but don't close til 2 nights later, after blasting through a boat-load of LMR.

Anyway, we hooked up one other time and I encountered a lot of LMR then as well, which was weird, and a lot of bitching afterwards about how we have to stop because I don't want to live in the country anymore(we're in Israel) and I'm still in college and bla bla bla hamster hamster hamster. And I had just about had it with her bullshit so I told her ok fine, let's walk away. She didn't want that either but I told her I am not down to deal with her stressful 'we can't be together'-esque bullshit if we are going to continue whatever this is.

We didn't talk for a few days and today she came over and when I went to kiss her, she stopped me, telling me that her ex broke up with his girlfriend and she wants to try it out with him again. (read something on here about women always craving their ex or something along those lines). So I started laughing hysterically trying to pretend I didn’t care but thought it was funny. Obviously I am a bit pissed which is bullshit I gotta work on, I mean, why should I care that this slut I just met is acting like a slut, it’s not a true reflection on me, AWALT. The only thing I should take from it is to lift and read harder, and approach more. Anyway, she proceeded to try to tell me that she didn’t want to lose me in her life while she embarked on her quest to go fuck her ex, which had me laughing even harder. I mean, it IS kinda funny if you think about it. Like how she possibly could think I’m cuck^10 and that that would be acceptable to me. And my laughing pissed her off. She started saying things like telling ME that I’M irrational and that I’M a child, as I walked her to the door of my apartment. Goes to show, that hamster will jump through some insane hoops to make her feel like she is in the right. I dodged the bullet.

Takeaways:

Obligatory: trust a woman’s actions, not her words. Vital for blasting through LMR and seeing through their bullshit

AWALT-ness will eventually shine through, so NEXT.

Try to appreciate the humor of a good hamster sesh.

I really gotta work on physically escalating sooner and not taking bitches at face value, as well as on not caring when she wants to move on...it's just my turn and OI

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