I have always had a huge distrust of woman and people all my life to the point were it was almost a fear. I always knew that they were way way way more cunning and manipulative then they let on and I felt that everyone was out to get me or embarrass me in some way. I don't know if i am burying something and forcing myself to forget an event. But I have been like this as far back as I can remember.

I am not the best looking (wrestled for 8+ years and could never get a jacked body) man and I do have some feminine body qualities (long neck though its very thick from wrestling) and a high pitched almost gay sounding voice.

But despite all that I was perused by both woman and sometimes men. I always was and still to this day asked out constantly to go see concerts to go hang out etc etc by a plethora of people.

But i always declined because of some nagging angst in the back of my head I always felt it was a trap of some sort. Not only has this place confirmed by fears it has shown my how to over come them. This is the first time i have even heard of all this pychology and game and it makes so much sense I am hitting myself for not realizing this shit earlier it was so simple all along. I missed so many opportunities in life due to my nagging anxiety/fear,

I have taken the first step of swallowing the red pill. I can count the number of times I have gotten very emotional on one hand and this is one of those times and this is one of those times.

This place has shown me how to fix the one part of my that is stopping my complete happiness and I feel that I honestly have to thank this entire community and all those people who wrote those articles on that side bar.

Thank you everyone.