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[–]Arrys3 points4 points5 points 10 years ago (2 children) | Copy Link
Welcome.
Just to prod your brain a bit.... You say you're a natural alpha, yet you were unseated (rather quickly) by your own younger brother. Were you ever truly an Alpha, then?
I only ask because it's one thing to say you take the pill, but another thing entirely to really take it. You can't have any illusions - you've got to be honest about where you are now so you can decide where to go.
I speak from experience, since I "took" the pill several times before I realized those were empty words and I had just been telling myself that.
[–]Dolphintorpedo0 points1 point2 points 10 years ago (1 child) | Copy Link
Alpha characteristics I presume
[–]weirdlywalking0 points1 point2 points 10 years ago* (0 children) | Copy Link
Yeah. It was more like I had the potential to be an alpha. I've always had a tendency to take charge of things, an insatiable desire for independence, I was athletic, socially savvy etc. My brother and I are very close in age. He was threatened by me and made a conscious effort to bring me down. I didn't know what it was so I fought back very hard, but when everyone else started backing him up I felt like maybe I was actually doing something wrong and turned inwards. I was about 16 at that time so I was also transitioning and naturally became a little less sure of myself anyway. Especially being the older brother, it felt very strange for everyone to treat him like he had this power over me.
And as I got older, I realized that when you are in that state, people want you to stay there. Particularly women. But that was a while ago. I've put a lot of thought into it and read a LOT of research on the whole gender issue. The only reason I even officially came out as a red pill is because I can't deny it. It's become a part of who I am.
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