Met this girl at a college fest. Seemed to genuine good qualities -

dressed modestly, socially awkward (green flag for me), conservative.

I ask her out on a date, and we go.

I am constantly escalating, trying for a kiss, and got rejected once. Tried again while waiting at a traffic light. Viola, it worked. shes on me.

End up at my place, rest is history.

She asks for a relationship after we are done just cuddling.

I pushed it off, saying I didn't want to lie by saying that I wanted one.

I went abroad for a few months, minimal/ no texting in between. While coming back, I sent her a sexy pic I took while we were at it. She wants to meet again.

This time around the woman just upgraded. In her looks and dressing sense and sexiness.

On the first date, she came in a dark gown thingy (depressed look), on the second one, she put in the effort,

This made me want to have a relationship with her (also because I never had one)

I go off to a city far away for vacationing, while there she drunk-dials me...

She yapping about how some guy made her feel bad/touched her inappropriately while at a party., etc, etc,

I dont think about it at first and just try to comfort her, etc.

Afterwards, I logically decided that this woman is not good enough for me, as I don't need this emotional drama, and plus, she goes out drinking when she feels bad/traumatised. (my father helped me realise this)

I knew I had to break up, but i also wanna fuck one last time.

I meet her again, we check into a hotel - which she paid for. Fucked her and broke up with her in the span of 3-4 hrs. She cried.

I consoled her and left,

I blocked and deleted her from everything.