I am a 23 year old man living in Colombia. I discovered TRP about 2 years ago and engulfed myself in the teachings of it, the side bar, the field reports, endorsed posts, all of it. I became a victim of myself and the mental paradox of always reading, never applying. Well today that stopped, today was the first time I went out with the sole objective of practicing everything I had read, everything I had learned, I mean I was ready right? How could I not be After analyzing and rereading every relevant post in this subreddit. Well I was wrong. Very wrong.

I got rejected left and right. Women would not even give me the time of day. Today I was the lowest of the low, the beta cuck, the chump, you name it. My instincts took over and I reacted in the most blue pilled way to every interaction, shit test and approach. I learned today that I have very long way to go. At the same time though I´m grateful that I have this opportunity to grow and better myself. I´m going to keep going out, practicing, bit by bit, until I become the man I want to be. I´m going to focus on my mission and on myself.
So yeah, my first field report is a complete and utter failure in sense, but a great achievement in another. I finally realized that i wont get anywhere if I don't go out and apply this shit myself. So yeah, keep grinding my fellow men, I will keep doing so myself.