So I ended up contacting an ex who I've been with for a few years but haven't spoken to in many months due to disrespect on her end. Got bored. Wasn't spinning plates, monk mode; focusing on myself. Decided to contact her.

We were speaking for about a week, got her to come over. Roughly 2 hour trip on her part. She spent two whole weeks at my place, lots of sex. She ended up even missing work to spend the time with me.

Both weekends I decided taking her out on the town; I like doing drugs and she is one of the few people I know who can hold her own with that (clearly not a good sign, but whatever.) At least one of the nights she made out with a dude. I left it alone, cause I didn't care enough about it.

Ended up at her place cause I lost my key at a venue and decided to keep partying with her. Fucking was good but venue wasn't open for lost and found until a week later. Missed some work, but I'm in a very relaxed workplace where that isn't frowned upon.

Ended up getting back to my place after getting my key from the venue. She starts becoming disrespectful very soon after we arrived at my place, lost my frame with her but ended up calming her down. Laying in bed afterwards, kinda trying to sleep. Felt like fucking her, she starts freaking out. So I tell her to leave. She freaks out, goes on a rampage and trashes my place in a minor way. I let her get the fuck out.

Thank god, I left that crazy.