Hi

Background:- 18 years old. First proper gf. Typical bluepill story. Was my best friend, eventually got closer and developed feelings. We started dating, she then starts getting distant. I'm 90% sure she has branch swung already or is preparing to get dicked down by some other guy.

This girl was my one-itis. She had a great personality, still a virgin and quite conservative. She was always kind to me and I felt she cared for me. We both started getting attached to each other and eventually we talked about dating and we end up dating each other. The relationship was alright. We kept in contact a lot as we were friends before.

If you were observant you'd have seen multiple instances where I fucked up.

  1. I dated a girl who was my friend/deeply ingrained in my social circle

  2. We both came to an agreement to get into a relationship without being sexual first - I gave my commitment away way too early.

  3. We kept in contact a lot. Constant contact kills relationships

Anyways carrying on. So we keep in contact, she acts weird whenever I touch her. She was also starting to act quite disrespectful by talking about her ex and how they made out. As a way to tease me. I honestly am embarassed writing this.

The fuckups

  1. I didn't dump this bitch's ass straightaway - lack of kino and disrespect

But beta billy inside me continued. After all she is my best friend? So she starts becoming cold with me, more and more cold. Eventually giving me the silent treatment. I decided not to reach out to her and just soft next. She didn't come back. At this point I knew the relationship was over. I had ended it with her, before she was about to end it with me. The reasons for her coldness? "Lack of communication + I wasn't feeling it." Translation:- He wasn't sexual nor dominant.

The fuckups:- 1. I put my trust into a woman, and wanted a bluepill af relationship.

The takeaways:-

1.Briffault's law/the light-switch effect is real. This girl went cold on me all of a sudden despite us being best friends earlier. The fact she's managed to switch so fast still suprises me.

2.Be sexual and don't be afraid to speak up. My beta ass probably could have probably been in a relationship with her if I hadn't acted like a bitch (But I no longer care at this point)