Below is an essay written and shared into my Google drive account from my ex. TRP I have posted before and received a resounding amount of advice and life tips. Tell me what you all think. BTW she is not ever winning me back. This post is merely for feedback and to show the extent of how some women will go out of their way to trap you in a relationship after fucking up. Enjoy, or not.

US CHAPTER ONE: INTRO I have been thinking a lot about how I badly I messed up and how bad how I have hurt you in the past. I want to make things right and I want you as my boyfriend, I want you in my future, I want you to succeed with me. You have never really hurt me, I am always the one hurting us both, and I am sorry. There are many reasons why you should give me another chance. I am going to give it my best effort to list all of those reasons. Enjoy the reading and I hope you take this into consideration. I love you Anthony Michael.

CHAPTER TWO: UNCONDITIONAL LOVE

Having a relationship with me you will always receive love. I will always love you and I think that is why this break up is so terribly hard for me, because I know I will never stop loving you. After everything we have put each other through the past two and a half years I have never stopped loving you and I know I never will. I have never felt this way about anybody before, you are so special to me and I will always make sure you know that if we have a relationship again. You will always know how much I love you no matter what, even if I don’t agree with what you are doing I always will love you and you will always feel that you are loved by me, no matter what. 

CHAPTER THREE: ENDLESS SUPPORT

You know how much how I have always supported you in everything you have wanted to accomplish. If you put your mind to something and want to achieve a goal I will always be right by your side to cheer you on and support you nonstop. Any decision you choose to make in your life I will be right there beside you supporting you, no matter what it may be. I think support and always standing right by your partner’s side during any hard time in their life is the most important thing to do in a relationship. I will never fail to support you. As your girlfriend and hope to be long term partner I am our back bone, you can always lean on me for support for anything you may need, it is what I am here for. For anything and everything I am always here supporting you and cheering you on. I promise to always be your number one fan.

CHAPTER FOUR: TRUST

As time goes on without you as my lover/boyfriend, I have really learned to trust you. I know it doesn’t matter now because we are not in a relationship but I can truly say I have 100% trust with you. It makes me feel really good & I hope you too. I get jealous but it doesn’t mean I don’t trust you. I have learned to put my complete trust into you. 

CHAPTER FIVE: SEX

I really believe that sex is an important part to a healthy relationship. Sex with you has made me grow so much more comfortable with you and I love that. I can be my complete self around you and I think that is because we have a nice sex life together. Not only does it make us more comfortable around each other, sex is fucking awesome. We have passionate, rough, loving, dirty sex and I love it. We both know how to please each other and we know what each other like. Our sex is so fucking great.

CHAPTER SIX: OUR FUTURE

As we get older I think that it is important to have someone to lean on and support you at all times. A future with me will contain endless support, love, sex, and many other things. If you decide to let me back into your life as your girlfriend again I can show you nothing but everything you will need. I will always be here for you, when we are ninety years old and you are still building websites I will be right by your side cheering you on and giving you endless support and love. One of the happiest thoughts I like to think about is our future that we could have together.

CHAPTER SEVEN: OUTRO

I know this was definitely not 1,000 pages like you were hoping for, but I think all of these things are the most important in a successful relationship. I am hoping this opened up your eyes to see that I am 1000% committed to us and most importantly, you. I will never ever break your heart or hurt you like I have. I have realized what I have lost and I am so sorry for hurting you. I am completely and head over heels in love with you. I hope you enjoyed reading this. I love you Anthony.