TL;DR Todays generation of supposed to be men are the lost boys. Lacking purpose, power of will and strenght to become what they choose to become instead of following the safe path of social conditioning.

Also worth mentioning that this shit has been written by me the drunkest I have probably been in my whole life motherfuckers but this shit is gold. At least according to my drunk self so suck it up. Targeted at complete losers.

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Never in the past have there been as many lost boys as there are today. The unique combination of various power structures favouring various groups and movements that favour patriarchy bashing and good ole hatred of everything masculine have conditioned today's boys to be something that it is not in their nature to be. Submissive, polite, accepting. This is not what it is in our nature as men to be. This is is part of why there are so many suicides among men. Lack of purpose, lack of clarity, lack of understanding who they are in their very being. It might sound self-helpy and vague but it is the truth. It is sickening to blame outside factors for who you are but there have never been so many in the history of man. You are to learn and choose your own path.

Many people will tell you that seeking self-interest is immoral. That you're supposed to do this and that. Fuck the all to death. You are supposed to do what you choose to do. You are supposed to follow your path without hesitation and second thought. Learning on the way. Instead of being the meek little submissive and suicidal waste of space that you are right now. That is who you are destined to be. You can choose not to follow the path of your ancestors and become the polite and well-behaved yet self-hating beta peace of shit. Even with all the psychopaths up top obsessed with power and status trying to control your and everone elses lives you still are free to choose. Even the slaves were free to choose whether to live or die. Yet many men today believe they have no choice because of fear. Fear of everything. That shit consumes you eventually. If you have grown up without parental role models as it is likely since aproximately 40+ percent of men born today in the USA are bastards just like Jon Snow, you are desperate and depressed since you are fighting, due to social conditioning, what you really are which is a fighter and a conquerer. Whether it be personal battles you win or grand scale fights of politics if you're on George Soros's level, you are who you choose to be and there can be no question about that. Maybe you feel like you are not for one reason or another. Maybe you were raised by narcissists or sociopaths and you're just now understanding it or whatever else. You have to realize that the only reality is that which you make and forge on your own. This is a gem of knowledge you absolutely have to know. You are free to disappear any day. Any day you can choose to do what a great many men do these days but no one really speaks about because they are disposable. Yet you choose life. And why. The only reason is you still have hope you will become the great self that you trust you can be. You still feel given the right circumstances you have the fight in you.

Listen, I'm a massive loser. Allways have been from the very day I have been born. This day, I either fight or surrender. Just like to the many of you out there it is a very real approach. A very real posibility to end it all just because of how much of a loser I am, but also there is the slimmer of hope. The only thing that makes me want to live. The hope that one day I will start living up to my potential. The hope that one day I will stop the bullshit, the lies and the fears to pursue what I MYSELF PERSONALLY WANT TO PURSUE. There's no thing greater than that in the whole universe. The whole fucking universe is just rocks without consciousness AND YOU ARE THE MASSIVE ALL ENCOMPASSING BULLSHIT THAT MATTERS NOT THAT FUCKING VAST AMOUNT OF FREE SPACE AND ROCK. Fuck the universe in the ass. It's worthlesss, you're the only one that matters. And you have to do you shit because tick tock motherfucker. Not much time in your journey left.

Lessons learned: You choose the life you lead. You are the creator of your own universe and no one else. Your beliefs create reality for it is through your perception that reality comes to life. Live it or waste your life away. And you fucking KNOW it is the case.

EDIT: bolded the bitching bullshit.