Once or if you have already done all the acceptance part of TRP where everything seems like it's there to put you into the ground, you promptly realize that there is indeed no one else but you, you might have a caring, loving family, but you also notice how they are as fucked up as anyone else, you'll catch them do shit you wouldn't have believed to even be remotely possible coming from a human being you thought you knew. Sure with TRP knowledge you might have come a little too strong on them sometimes, and they got scared a little, you disrupted their comfort, you faced them to their own defects, and now they resent you.

Now, it's a this point you realized, if you are smart in the slightest, that it would stay that way forever, that you were never going to know how to go back to those moments of your life where saying or noticing one bad thing about someone that has done so much for you was sacrilege. Now it's a necessity. To not do it would mean to give up on your dream of self-improvement, to insult yourself with lesser quality people, by allowing them to make you believe you're wrong, that you have ideas and theories about them, or yourself, that are just that. They are letting you know you ain't shit.

Pro tip: Know what you're doing as of right now, if you have no idea of where you're going, it's because you're not moving, that means you're going backward.

I will have this thread saved to come back to any questions/insight, thanks.