I dont know how to put this but this is a try.

I came across TRP in Nov'13. Since then, it has been a journey. I have had lots of eye-opening information and then real-life application of this information. But before I proceed I want to give my situation and then ask you guys what is happiness.

I am a high school pass out now. Before I came across TRP , I was kind of TRP in a certain way. I would not talk to many girls/guys in my grade . I would only have select friends who made me feel good / or were my motivators. The rest of the guys who didnt contribute to me anyhow in my goal somehow , I would ignore them. I cut out everything in order to be completely focused on my grades , however, my results were average. But pretty good since the subjects are hard. I then decided that this wasn’t my best and then decided to take a gap year to improve my grades. Although I have taken this gap year to improve my grades , I am focusing on an all-round self-improvement. I have made a few changes to my lifestyle since I passed out: prepping for SAT , reading , working out , producing music. But there is one aspect to my life that I am not working towards - meeting women. I live in a beta country. By Beta I mean that women are kept at the highest level possible because we have a scarcity of women.( It is an Arab country . It’s the only country whose names starts with an O). Although many suggest on this website to approach women, which I can do, I cannot find the right women to approach to ( 1 in 500 women are HB7-8).Hence I don’t even try as I would have to take a chunk out of my time to do so. As a result ,I mostly feel unsatisfied given my sexual tension and lack of contact with women. For the past two days , I am feeling low of energy due to lack of motivation to proceed with anything and I don’t even enjoy my activities anymore. I would like to ask if women isn’t happiness – they are supposed to be a part of your life , NOT your life- then what is happiness ?

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