Society pushing on to women the moment they’re old enough to speak that they need to be with a man. Their parents enforce it, society does, everything they watch does. With men they don’t have this sort of pressure. Sure they do with some aspects like being manly but it’s not like how it is with women.

I was raised to put me and my education first but as I got older it’s become harder to not feel like I’m missing out on stuff. That I could have one of those fantasy relationships. I know none of it is true, and most men are very selfish in relationships but still. Most of my family has passed away so it’s hard to not long for companionship and worry about being alone.