So I hanged out with a model 3 weeks ago (I was in disbelief the whole hangout, I usually hang out with 7s and 8s). She's so feminine, submissive, kino escalated the whole night and ended up with a kiss on the cheeks. She buffered afterwards and now thinking about it, I think she wanted a kiss on the lips. Silly me. I just couldn't gather balls to do it.

However, we agreed that we're meeting in her apartment to drink some Eastern-European alcoholic beverage she'd being from home after we hanged out. So every time I'm telling her I'm coming over for the drink, she gives an excuse not to.

The first time she said she's sick and can't do it. I saw her in uni and she was sniffing her snort the whole time. I said okay. I suggested the next weekend and she said she's having some friends over.

I obviously nexted her after that, but we keep meeting in uni and I keep the playful mood without giving her the attention she's seeking.

But today I received a video message from her (she usually sends videos in Instagram) and it's her friends from home singing some song in their language. I said yeah just make sure not to drink my beverage. And she said no it's still in the fridge for me. Then she added that she's unfortunately having friends over every weekend and is traveling sometimes so she can't have me for the weekend all the time.

I asked her this Wednesday (we don't have classes in the evening) and if she says no, should I next her for good? She's fucking hot, just to mention. She's probably getting dicks somewhere else but I don't care. I'm just tryna fuck her.

In case she said no, though, what should I do?