Like a lot of men who find TRP, I wasn't very sexually successful in my youth. I would form crushes on girls I thought were attractive and maybe even friendships, but I never had the nuts to make moves or run game. Because of this I know that I have a little bit of a "making up for lost time" mindset.

After a couple years of lifting and improving myself in other ways, I find myself inundated with female attention most of the time. It's not always a hot girl, but sometimes the adulation of a 6 or 7 can be fun.

I'm wondering lately if I may be addicted to their attention just like women are addicted to validation and attention from men, even orbiters that they don't consider attractive.

I have this nagging feeling in the back of my head that if I let a single weekend slip by (I'm very busy, weekends are my designated women time) without laying some broad, I'm wasting my time and backsliding somehow.

Additionally, whereas I used to (about a year ago) get excited about the prospect of fucking some ho, I find it hard to get excited now unless she's really pretty, almost as if I went from a low potency drug to a high potency drug and now my highs need to be higher and as a result my lows (not fucking for a week) feel a lot lower.

I feel like I'm rushing myself around and just need to slow down and relax, but then I worry that I'm wasting time. Anyone experience this as a newer TRPer?