I (21M) have been lurking around in TRP community for 6 months and been making very positive changes in my life professionally (better grades, managing finances, got myself SMART goals) and personally (being fit, having a balanced diet, no smoking or drinking or drugs, meditation, reading books). I consider myself to be "not blue pilled" before having a oneitis on a girl.

My question - Alphas such as Tyler Durden or ECs or vanguards, do they never have a oneitis on a woman before ? Are they natural, being redpilled by birth? Do they ever get hurt by a woman or ever cry for a woman? Have they never fantasized about woman like a typical BP guy does on a daily basis?

Thanks in advance for the help. The members of this community are like big brothers to me.