I feel angry that no girl has liked me ever. All those I approached rejected me or stopped responding to my texts. I started approaching at 29 but still it's been 6 to 7 months things are like this.

At bars I am passed on like a subhuman or football. Those I open to don't bother to responding even me just saying , hi how are you?

Same at workplace. Girls pull away from me. Worst thing is these sluts ignore me and then talk with another dudes in front of me. They laugh with them, share jokes , stories, vacations, intimate details.

Now I admit that I am not best looking guy out there and also Indian. I no longer act as a nice guy. I don't smell bad.

Lack of having girl and rejection after rejection makes me frustrated. I have started lifting but it will be another year until ai can gather visible muscles. My doctor also told me noyt to gain too much weight due to a medical condition.

Meditation is not helping so far. Why does this happen to me ?