I've been following trp for since early last year. In that time, I've made my mistakes and learned my lessons which has improved my present significantly. At one point around late last year I had an absolute perfect confidence, happiness, and efficiency balance.

This year has been abosolutely fantastic in many ways, but in terms of women it has been horrendous.

So far in 2017 I have: Graduated college, competed in a bodybuilding competition, and I am currently traveling Europe. Being able to tackle 3 dreams this year has been such a blessing.

My problem arises in women. I have absolutely no idea as to what I'm doing wrong currently. At one point I had abosolute abundance on tinder and would get cat called frequently. Now I struggle to get a match above HB5 let alone a response and even though I've only gone clubbing very little this year, getting a dance is unthinkable.

Despite my SMV doing nothing but rise in theory the past year, my ability to attract women is shot and I feel helpless. I was in complete monk for the 4 months I was in bodybuilding prep but coming out of it I feel like an absolute loser.

I've pulled a select few high HBs across the past year, it's almost as if I have a niche that select women absolutely love. Every girl I've been with has been absolutely crazy about my body but i can't utilize this effectively to pull.

Finally, I watch Sandman's MGTOW videos almost daily as a method of staying true to my self values and maintaining focus and passion.

I'm 20 years old, 6'2", 180-200lbs base on time of season, fairly pale, under 7% bodyfat, and I'm often told by friends that I portray a fake confidence when I actually fell like I am