I'm pretty certain I don't have approach anxiety and I genuinely don't believe this is just my hamster trying to cover approach anxiety. I've approached before when first learning of the red pill and had no problems.

But now a days it seems like my issue is apathy. I'll go to school, but its like once I'm there I just don't care. I'll sit down, study, go for a little walk break, see a girl and just walk by her. Because at the time I have no desire / thought / care about pussy.

But then later I'll get home and get horny. And for a few days I'll refrain from masturbating hoping that I can use the horny tomorrow, but tomorrow when I'm at school the horny just doesn't appear. Until I'm in bed again.

So I repeat this bullshit until eventually I jerk off after like the 4th night but its not even that enjoyable because I'm sitting there wishing I had more.

The fuck can I do to make myself want women in the time women are actually present. Its like I only want them when they aren't.