I agree with about 70% of what the red pill is about. I was mostly raised by women, and after seeing men who really fucked up and deserved being cut out by my family, I always paid attention to the way women treated men with good intentions, which was usually pretty shitty. Anyways, I've never felt attracted to alphas. All my life I've been attracted to loners, or the one in the group who doesn't seen to belong. Maybe they are their own type of alphas? Think Edwards scissorhands. But they weren't always attractive, sometimes quite fat. Is there any theory to this that I can maybe understand and read about. I'm currently in a LTR and very happy so don't need any advice on finding a quality bf. A lot of red pill stories are depressing. I just don't want to be the kind of women in your stories. Kind of drunk so sorry this doesn't make much sense.