First off, apologies for bad formatting as I'm on mobile

I've been swallowing the pill for a few months now as I've been blessed with learning this early (17). But it also means I'm inexperienced.

I had my first girlfriend for around 2 months who I lost my V-Plates too but exhibited far too much BP traits to keep it going and she dumped me. Fortunately it led me here because I related so much to TRP in terms of her behaviour and I understood why she did things and what I did wrong.

I did manage to score about a month later with a girl I knew before that I acted beta around but I changed it up and it worked like a charm. But my predicament is because I've only been with two women my mind is constantly flooded with experiences related to my ex in particular and I haven't been able to stop that yet.

I have been lifting for a few weeks and feel great, got my hair styled, changed up my wardrobe but because I'm not 18, still unemployed and don't have my license for a few more months and don't live in a city - my opportunities to score are very limited for a while and until then I feel like my mind will be plagued with thoughts about her. Any suggestions would be appreciated.