Okay imma try to keep it short:

  I was very close with a girl that had a bf, even before she had a bf. I got involved with her romantically while she wasn’t available, and the my feelings were reciprocated. Now she played me telling me she would leave her bf for me but never did. She made me fall in love with her and then had the guts to reject me and offer to keep being friends to which I declined. I know it’s my own fault getting involved with her, but fuck, I was in a depressing stage and was very blue pill then.      Anyways I did the stupid mistake of going back to the school she attends because I thought I was over her and I have all my closest friends there, having the choice to attend another school. I have a few classes and activities with her and right when I think I’m over her, I still get mind-fucked by her and she flirts with me in subtle ways, even called me to say how sorry she was months later. I get the urgency to fuck her badly. I don’t know why this is and I need serious help.