I have been in an LTR for 6 months now. Been together since New Year's Eve. She says she has slept with 8 guys (my guess is ~15). I'm not a fool and see her hamster every other day. We got together shortly after she broke off and engagement (red flag) because she didn't love him any more (blue pill cuck - isn't done with the carousel yet). She is friends with 4 exs (red flag) and now her ex-fiance is crawling back admitting he is still in love with her. She fucking meets up with him over lunch (red flag) yesterday on "not a date" then comes home. I express my displeasure and tell her I don't want her talking to him. I informed her that she must not respect me by seeing him and all that jazz.

We don't live together and I see what is happening. I have no inhibitions about her past and her self admitted "party years". There is no perfect woman and she does have ambition outside of sex. I'm at a loss fellas. We were best friends before dating. Sex 10+ times a week. Is very submissive where I want and a fire poker where everywhere else. I know I should walk away (hamster hamster hamster) but I don't want to. I see what is going on but don't want to admit it to myself. I believe her body language when she tells me she feels nothing for him and just wants to be friends but she doesn't understand this guy is still in love with her and I can't shake that. I was raised (even before TRP) that if someone wrongs you, you cut them out of your life. You cut out cancer, you don't invite it over for dinner. She is friends with everyone - even her enemies. (Que 48 Laws of Power)

Give me a good hearty bitch slap.