Since swallowing the pill new light has been shed upon my past and current behaviors as a person.

All my life I've been... non masculine? Feminine? I look very young for my age and I'm fortunate to have an aesthetic face but I know women want some alpha masculine male over me.

And I grew up without any strong masculine role models. My dad has always been a good dad but a very soft person. I also grew up in a religious school and didn't have a male teacher till high school. Mostly every teacher had no tolerance for young boyish things and the guys were conditioned.

However, this leads to my point. I've been able to establish male friendships throughout my life in small quantities. Though I find it astounding that everyone of them is beta. Just like how I was/am. They'll try to bring me down when they see me succeed in school and with women.

I notice I cant bond with men unlike your average Joe. I've always been able to bond strongly with women in the past (being beta and all) but never actually getting a girlfriend or pussy at all for that matter. But since trying to live life with a different perspective and better attitude I've had success with women but I still find that I can't bond with men. I know it goes down to the social interactions, and it just doesn't come naturally to me.

So asktrp, after this long buildup/rantish I was wondering how I could improve my social interactions with new guys I've never met, colleagues, a friends friend and so on. And also small talk when you first meet someone.

Appreciate it.