To keep it short: Been dating this girl for nine months, in the beginning everything great, after 5,6 months she begins with the drama over petty things (know I lost my frame), she made me feel shitty every time I was aggressive in bed (which she liked before). Since November I started to get really annoyed by all of this. Up until now I broke up with her two times but later we got back together because I felt really guilty for abandoning her. Now I think I need to do it for good,but the guilt is eating me alive. I just so slipped into bluepill behavior that I fear she might do something stupid if I leave her. I know this is no comfort group or rehab but I wanted to hear some wise words right now and, possibly, some experiences that may be helpful in my case.

Thanks