This is a request for advice on closing. It might be long but please bear with me, I really could use some help.

TRP has improved my life so much, but I'm still struggling with some things. Some background: I'm 16, male, short (5'4), only 100 pounds. I don't tan and I'm white as all getout. Late bloomer and virgin. Yeah, I'm fighting an uphill battle, but it could be worse.

It's not a surprise I turned out beta as hell with my mom pampering me my whole life and my parents are divorced, so I see my dad about once a month. Huge orbiter: From 5-15 I had only a few girls I would talk to and pull typical "nice guy" shit. Found the Red pill, thank god. Fixed a lot of issues, allowed me to see the real world, blablabla; we've heard it all before.

Recently I've been heavily applying Red pill ideas to my Junior year and have seen a lot of success so far. I talk to a lot more people now and have much better relationships. I quit orbiting this girl I had oneitis for and a lot of my energy stopped being sucked away by her. I got in a weights class and have been working hard every day. My weekends went from being filled with CoD and GTA to camping with friends and drinking and partying.

So, we arrive at the point. I'm always escalating kino, basically the life of the party, even though they are small (5-8 people). IOI are always flowing from the girls I'm with, hair flipping, laughing, all that. But then it stays at that point. Heavy touching, wrestling around, lots of Powertalk, getting close.

This is the point where I know there is still a little bitch deep down inside me. Things finally settle down and we have blankets and maybe a movie or something set up. There are usually just a couple of us at this point who can stay the night somewhere, so it's a lot quieter. It usually splits up into pairs on a couch or something, and I end up cuddling some girl. And I can't take it any further. It's pathetic, it's deep rooted being a pussy. I'm not afraid of rejection, I'm not worried about losing the girl I don't care much about. I just freeze up, and stay like that.

So basically, I need help actually sealing the deal when it's right there in front of me. And every day afterward, I just wanna go back and whoop my own ass. Maybe there is no advice. Maybe it's just "sack the fuck up". But TRP hasn't let me down yet. Thanks to everyone that read this far.

Tl;Dr: I can get girls attracted, but I have issues closing.