I know, some of you will tell my I am beta, lost my mancard, should read the sidebar etc. If you one of those people, please be so kind and and keep it to yourself. I am new to the redpill and believe mistakes are normal. I am here to learn from experienced red pillers and become a better version of myself. Please constructive advice only.

Recently, I got a strange feeling about my girlfriend of 4 months, so I decided to check her phone. I got deeper and deeper into the rabbit hole (I know, beta as fuck, but I trust my intuition) and figured out that she lied to me about deleting old chats with a guy she had a thing with for 3 years. I didnt even tell her to, she told me that she did it herself and that it was hard.

I was also checking if shes still in contact with him or was texting him once we got together. Nothing. Even her telling him that she has s boyfriend now and that shes doing good. Other than that, only orbiters.

So my questions are simple:

  1. Why did she lie about deleting chat with me not even being concerned about it? I dont get that bullshit.

  2. Is this always a hard next? Shes normally very nice and kind, does a lot of stuff for me, we split all of our dates financially, sex is great and really frequent, communication and chemistry are really great. Tbh, even with her denying him for me I still feel so bad atm