To keep it short, I broke up with my ex and had thought I’d gotten over her, but her parents paid me $50 to go check on her at her new Uni (she moved closer to me), and now I’m back in the feels.

For context, I skipped my first year of Uni to launch a startup, which is taking up all of my time besides working out, so I currently have no options. Even when I do have free time on the weekends, people my age are in college or high school, and I don’t necessarily live in a major city.

To get rid of my ex, when I felt my frame slipping, I had a girl friend of mine call and act like she was my mad girlfriend. Did the trick and I got the hell out of there. But it doesn’t stop me from feeling lonely and isolated, plus she’s the only girl that could really put out for me while I work on being funded for the next 3-4 months. Right now I have a scarcity mindset, but “scarce” would be the appropriate way to describe my options. It’s a sticky situation.