I’ll try to keep this brief.

All my life I have had an uncanny knack for inciting jealous and hostile behavior from those who feel threatened by my presence. There’s something about me that I can’t place, it’s a polarizing quality. Either people absolutely love me and admire me, or hate my guts and wish nothing more than to see me fail.

I have done some soul searching and asked myself if I display behaviors that would warrant aggression where it seems unsolicited. When I’m honest with myself, I come to the conclusion that I am genuinely an empathetic, nice good person. I go out of my way to be a positive human being and do my best to project those vibes into this sometimes cruel world. Half the time people see this and they are enamored by it.

The rest of the time, people seem to just have a problem with who I am. Men I thought were friends will turn on me seemingly out of nowhere, and I have noticed SJW’s and feminists are consistently bothered by my existence.

I currently work at an establishment where you could consider me the only one close to the description of “alpha.” I am the most physically attractive male and definitely have the strongest frame of anyone there. I say this with no ego.

This has led to a hostile environment in which I feel targeted, and scrutinized. How does one deal with this unwarranted hostility ? I try to “kill em with kindness” but it seems to do little to solve the issue.

Opinions appreciated.

TLDR; I feel isolated because I seem to consistently threaten the egos of those around me. It makes me sad. Searching for ways to stay sane in a world that demonizes masculinity.