Hey guys,

I swallowed the pill about a year ago now. For the most part I believe it has increased the success I’ve had with women. I stumbled across TRP by randomly reading “The Rational Male” as a part of a reading list and then ventured online for further research.

Fitness and self improvement have always been crucial to me and my greatest gains were always prompted by heartbreak.

As I have learned to push the right buttons with girls and increased my value I only seem to get more and more resentful towards inter-gender dynamics. The 2-3 hour effort to have a ONS makes me feel like shit after the hunt, no matter how hot they are. I usually can get at least one a weekend if I feel like putting in the effort. Plates I’ve spun don’t satisfy me and I am generally not interested in spinning them. Through some introspection I’m starting to think my Oneitis runs so deep that I’m not sure how to overcome it anymore.

In my pre Red Pill Days I used get so ruined by women that I would leave cities because of them.

What do I need to take in order to internalize the things I already know and fix my mental state about relationships with women?