I keep thinking what if in the future this woman, who was on antidepressants and mood stabilisers with not exactly the happiest of lives, decides to fuck with me or maybe even believes I did something dodgy.

We had sex once but it was shit because of my nerves and I ended up sending needy texts not long after which was when she ghosted me. She probably sees me as beta scum and is disgusted with me now so wouldn't care what happens to me.

I deleted the text convo on advice from one of the comments on this subreddit but I'm regretting it now as it would've proven it was all above board. What if I see her in the future and to rid herself of the guilt or responsibility of ghosting me she starts thinking (or her hamster makes her believe) I was too forceful or I brainwashed her into having sex etc? I'd have to make sure never to bump into her again or to call her out for what she did

I remember her asking me if her ex was a narcissist so she thinks about this mental stuff a lot. It's making me so paranoid. I can't retrieve the texts either as they're all gone now.