I lack empathy, and I feel no real emotions towards anyone, be them friends, family, plates, LTR, etc etc. When it comes to women, I'll get this obsession that quickly fades to boredom in place of love. I can't help it. It's just who I am. Then suddenly, there came a day where I met someone who gave me this incredible rush of idfk what, and I haven't ever been able to shake that feeling.

I spent two and a half years with her, and we recently split for good because she found out I was spinning plates on one of our breaks. We were engaged, and well, shit just went sideways. Anyway, she's gotten pissed off at me before, and I figured she'd get over it. I'm red-pilled af. I don't need her. Plenty of other girls.

Fast forward to today. I found out she's seeing someone else. Even in the same profession as me. Suddenly, I don't feel so red pill anymore. I kept my frame, and I've been cool since I found out, but I don't even know what this is I feel inside guys. I want to keep her to myself because this obsession or feeling or whatever it is hasn't faded away like it always has. I feel good knowing I have her in my corner, and suddenly she isn't.

I know I need to just move on, but part of me feels like there's still damage control that can salvage this. When I met her, I was a Beta suffering from anxiety but on the path to becoming alpha. I learned from TRP, and I grew stronger through lifting. Eventually I found confidence in myself, and even more confidence when I became a soldier. I'm nothing like the guy she first started seeing two years ago.

I could use pro tips on what my next steps should be. We still associate, which is how I found out what I have today. I held my frame throughout the conversation, and I was perfectly calm talking about it. I think that threw her off.

tldr; emotionless fag has unshakeable obsession with ex-fiancé, she's seeing a new man, wut do I do next