Ill be honest, every sec spend out of house or in house but not working on my projects/business (im IT guy1) I consider WASTED. i have some sick mania of chasing money and creating businessess so I have more than other people.

Its one of the reasons i dont date girls (althrough i get sex few times a year so its not that bad?)

PS im very healthy and fit (im good at gym)

Am I mentally sick? all happens in my life are my projects that i upgrade everyday/think of new ones/monetize some of them/some of them fail,whatever

i wanna stop this LOOP but for that i need money or at least i tell it to myself