I am 25, have stable job and side income, i can support myself and do better than most people in my country atm. I lift for more than a year now and made amazing progress (squat 140, deadlift 150, bench 100) in kg. Used to be fat weakling with game addiction living with parents. Have my own place which js amazing and have solid ltr who cooks cleans and satisfies my needs (sex is not that great but i have plates). Everything is fine on paper. Yet i started having this cripling depression about last week and no matter what i do ut gets worse. I feel apathy and nihilism. Dont know what to do red. Any advice will be appreciated.