I have a much more conventional or straight-forward way of thinking as I've swallowed the pill and used guide books to assist in my abilities in social skills. Rather than having my mind go in crazy directions, I think much more to-the-book. It is great that I've become a better conversationalist and leader, but it isn't good because I want to make films and need to be able to think outside-the-box.

How does one keep a balance between creative thing and conventional thinking?