I have bad oneitis, but when i found out she was dating a new guy i realised something, i'm not even jealous or mad. I feel sorry for him, because when something better comes along she will just monkey branch to that guy and will continue doing so till she hits 30 and probably baby traps some poor guy. She's someone else's problem now, and i dodged a bullet.

But then it also hit me, just how depressing dating can be in modern times. Learning about the rationale male, red pill and so on has really helped me and i can attract and sleep with women when i try hard but i suppose knowing how women work, knowing their true behaviour and also with the ease of tinder, instagram and so on, it's obviously so easy for women to just go from guy to guy, get a boyfriend, get bored then find a new guy the cycle goes on. Most girls these days have such huge body counts. It's really turned me off women in general. Understanding that love doesn't really exist as well and so on. It feels like it's just one big game. Which it really is. And unless you're a man of high value then odds are stacked against you, and even if you are a man of high value, you will not be immune to women's nature. I love getting laid, flirting , chasing and being with women. I also miss having a relationship..but as i've gotten older it's almost like i'd rather just pay and fuck an escort then put up with all the BS that comes with women just for a bit of average pussy. Anyone else in a similar boat? I don't know what's wrong with me. I guess the hurt/pain of my first heart break still lingers a bit and maybe that's why i'm so cold? But also i guess dating and being with other women and just the same old bullshit, the same old average pussy, the game,s the tests, and all of that knowing that this bitch can download an app and replace you within seconds. What's the point?