So im in 11th grade and i wasted my opportunity's to get girls and im pretty much still wasting it. I did have sex once and still am with one person.

I want to know do girls in highschool matter? Like rn i just dont find anybody attractive enough or if i do, i dont go up and talk with them because their always with friends.

Right now im worried about passing my classrs and working on my hobbies. Ill like to start going up to random girls in school and talk with them and try to get their number....but its like, i just cant. I dont want to talk with a girl and all her fucking friends are starring at me.

Also when i see an attractive girl its like i cant make eye contact. Like i just keep walking and looking straight. Ill like to look at them and smile just to express myself (working on expressing) but its like i just cant.

My mind and body says: No.

I think its all the pressure of being in school. Like if i get rejected people will have something to talk about but in the real world it wouldnt matter because i wouldnt see that person every damn day.