I posted not too long ago about my feelings of general apathy towards women and game. Someone suggested I was still in the anger phase but I don't feel angry with women just emotionally and physically flacid because of how petty they are. Lately I've been getting into esoteric schools of thought and I can see clearly why Buddhas and other great holy men separated themselves from women all together. They're huge distractions from enlightenment and contentment and our addictions to sex with them amounts to nothing more than a crutch. I know it sounds like I'm borderline incel or MGTOW but this isn't coming from repeated failure. I feel like I can score anytime I want to and have, I just don't see the point anymore. Women don't bring happiness and even the ones you're just trying to be friends with shit test you and prove to have poor qualities as companions. Are all these feelings and thoughts I'm having really just a phase or am I being called to something more?