I found out about TRP recently, I had never really been beta in terms of being emotional and sharing feelings however there’s a lot of other beta things I had to stop doing.

Since then my girl says things like “ are you going to leave me when you get fitter and think you’re too good for me.?”

“You’ve gotten a bit cocky recently”

“Never leave me “ blah blah all that shit and bunch of shit tests

Anyway we were talking recently whilst a bit drunk and I said to her, do you think we got good chemistry (yes very beta) and she answers “it’s not fiery but it’s cute” Cute is a word she uses a lot.

Is it over? Or am I over thinking it?