While she was a friend of a friend of a friend.

Nowadays she's hanging in close social circle more and more.

I act normal but I don't like it very much as this was one that I had the infamous oneitis for and she dumped me.

It's better for me if I don't see her too much.

We wanted to go traveling with a group of friends this summer and she's invited too...

If I don't go, people will think it's just because she goes and I'm weak at the knees for her. (which she will know also then)

And if I go I'll be constantly reminded of past events...