Background:

I graduated from college last year and have been in the workforce for slightly over a year now. I work in finance. I don't have much friends at work. Everyday is the same work (its not terribly boring, but its not fun either). I guess you can say I can tolerate it.

My work is not fulfilling. I work 8 hours and spend about an hour commuting on the train. I have about 4 hours to myself everyday. I used to love and would go to the gym, but I'm getting tired of the same routine EVERYDAY. I eat at the same places everyday, talk to the same people, eat the same foods, do the same workouts, etc.

Recently, I've been having anxiety. After work, I don't have the energy to do anything. I don't even want to go to the gym anymore. I don't care about anything anymore. In college, beefing up my resume was important to me, but now I don't give two shits about it. Eating clean is no longer important to me. Starting a business which I have dreamed of since I was 10 y/o no longer matters to me. Money, women, influence no longer drive me. I just don't care anymore.

Most of my friends feel the same way. One the weekends we make plans, but they just don't have motivation sometimes and they stay in bed all day. Some of my other friends cope with the feeling by getting drunk and doing drugs. I don't want to go down that path.

I guess I keep asking myself, what's the point? Why put in all the effort.

This is a bad mentality, but nothing excites me anymore, and if it were up to me, stay at home all day watching TV. I feel so empty. Any advice?