I'm 26 years old and I've got the opportunity to become semi-famous in my country. (producer, sort of). Appearances on TV, magazines and etc. And I'm pretty sure people will recognize me.

Right now I have a business involved with the entertainment industry in some levels and made friendships that can bring me that fame. I've got a couple of months to give an answer and after several days of thinking, I've got some dilemmas that maybe you can help me with.

  1. Girls... I love girls. I've started with PUA and come to TRP and have several plates and couple FWBs. I love gaming girls and doing it just by my "skill" is boosting my ego. BUT I think it will be totally different if I will be known. Having girls hanging on me just because of "fame halo" turning me off. I find it very similar to gold-diggers and escorts, one for my money and the other because of fame. Not a real me... But fame will be the result of my work and so is the money...

And what didn't surprised me that almost all of the girls in the entertainment industry suck their way up or escort themselves. I will have some power to promote them and this comes with its own cons in relationships. Trying to fuck this kind of girls (CC everywhere) also turning me off. And I want to have LTRs in future... I'm stuck at this point...

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  1. The entertainment industry is fucked up everywhere, not so batshit crazy as in Hollywood but here are so many people full of shit and working with them disgust me. But I love my work... This opportunity will help me to do what I love on so many levels but I'm afraid I will become corrupted and not so different from others. It will be impossible to stick to my beliefs and not make compromises here and there. To do what you want you need power, but when you will have it you will no longer be yourself at that time(I think I heard this somewhere LoL..)

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And I just can't try it and quit, I will need to work at least 2-3 years on this project. And at this moment in my life, I'm almost losing my passion because I can't grow vertically. It is just boring business staff. I've tried many things since I've become wealthy but can't find a new passion that can fulfill me...

I think I will decline it but maybe I'm watching from the wrong perspective?