With my LTR I've started asking for her to take complete control of direction in the bedroom, she teases me and tells me when to fuck her and even calls me a good boy when I fuck her well. This is all because I asked for it.

It hasn't gone any further into demented femdom territory, it's still very vanilla. I don't want it to go any further either.

I feel like it's about playing into deep feelings of inadequacy that come from my blue pill days and this shit can't be healthy subconsciously.

What do you guys think? Am I over-reacting? I love it in the moment, but looking back I'm wondering what I'm doing to my mind.