So i have been crushing hard on this girl for fucking years. I am 15 and so is she.

I liked her for years. She then moved to another town. She moved back about a year ago. I really really like this girl and I started gaming her. We have been sexual and stuff. She recently (Sunday) wrote me a long ass message about how she liked me and wanted to be more than friends. I told her we’ll talk in person. The message made me really happy.

We see each other everyday (school) but i just don’t feel any sexual attraction towards her anymore. She tries to touch me and stuff in school but I’m very cold towards her. It’s so weird, like a week ago I would defiantly have made her my girlfriend if I could. Now I just feel numb. I don’t know why, maybe i just need to man the fuck up but it just don’t feel right. Maybe I feel bad about “manipulating” her (implemented TRP) or maybe I’m mad that it worked? I’m just wondering if anyone has had the same experience. The weird thing is, when I’m at home I think about her and how much I like her but then I see her the next day and it all disappears.